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Interior Space

The cultivation of an interior space of prayer is more than a simple luxury of our spiritual lives.  It is a necessity.  Jesus encouraged us to go into our prayer closet and there pray to our Father in secret.  Why the cloak and dagger approach to prayer?

Primarily, Jesus was helping us to remove any sense of show from our prayer life.  When we worship in the temple or the pew we can show off our piety and puff up our ego.  In the prayer closet, there is no show.  I also believe that the isolation of a prayer closet - a cave of the heart - is another way for us to enter into the silence and stillness of God.  We may not always be able to go on retreat, but if we create an interior place of prayer, we always have a place to retreat to.

This modeling of an interior space by encouraging us to go to a prayer closet in secret, is also helping us to establish the idea and notion that we have a place within in which God can TABERNACLE with us.  God can dwell in us, meet with us, abide with us in this inner closet.

The cave of the heart is the place of meeting.

Go there often and wander.

TJM+

The Wisdom of the Pearlers - 2.0

Another of the Pearlers was Saint Efrem the Syrian.  His Hymn of the Pearl is today's wisdom.  The hymn tells of the glory of the Son of God and His Kingdom that are discovered while looking into the pearl he has discovered.  In many ways this hymn takes the epic journey of the previous work from the Acts of Judas Thomas, and instead of the journey from the King's palace to find the pearl, tells of the salvation history one sees when one gazes upon the pearl.  In this hymn the wonders of Jesus are revealed.




HYMN I.

** 1. **

On a certain day a pearl did I take up, my brethren;
I saw in it mysteries pertaining to the Kingdom;
Semblances and types of the Majesty;
It became a fountain, and I drank out of it mysteries of the Son.I put it, my brethren, upon the palm of my hand,
That I might examine it:
I went to look at it on one side,
And it proved faces on all sides.
I found out that the Son was incomprehensible,
Since He is wholly Light.
In its brightness I beheld the Bright One Who cannot be clouded,
And in its pureness a great mystery,
Even the Body of Our Lord which is well-refined:
In its undivideness I saw the Truth
Which is undivided.
It was so that I saw there its pure conception,
The Church, and the Son within her.
The cloud was the likeness of her that bare Him,
And her type the heaven,
Since there shone forth from her His gracious Shining.
I saw therein his Trophies, and His victories, and His crowns.
I saw His helpful and overflowing graces,
And His hidden things with His revealed things.

** 2. **

It was greater to me than the ark,
For I was astonied thereat:
I saw therein folds without shadow to them
Because it was a daughter of light,
Types vocal without tongues,
Utterances of mystery without lips,
A silent harp that without voice gave out melodies.The trumpet falters and the thunder mutters;
Be not thou daring then;
Leave things hidden, take things revealed.
Thou hast seen in the clear sky a second shower;
The clefts of thine ears,
As from the clouds,
They are filled with interpretations.
And as that manna which alone filled the people,
In the place of pleasant meats,
With its pleasantnesses,
So does this pearl fill me in the place of books,
And the reading thereof,
And the explanations thereof.
And when I asked if there were yet other mysteries,
It had no mouth for me that I might hear from,
Neither any ears wherewith it might hear me.
O Thou thing without senses, whence I have gained new senses!

** 3. **

It answered me and said,
"The daughter of the sea am I, the illimitable sea!
And from that sea whence I came up it is
That there is a mighty treasury of mysteries in my bosom!
Search thou out the sea, but search not out the Lord of the sea!"I have seen the divers who came down after me, when astonied,
So that from the midst of the sea they returned to the dry ground;
For a few moments they sustained it not.
Who would linger and be searching on into the depths of the Godhead?
"The waves of the Son are full of blessing,
And with mischiefs too.
Have ye not seen, then, the waves of the sea,
Which if a ship should struggle with them would break her to pieces,
And if she yield herself to them, and rebel not against them,
Then she is preserved?
In the sea all the Egyptians were choked, though they scrutinised it not,
And, without prying, the Hebrews too were overcome upon the dry land,
And how shall ye be kept alive?
And the men of Sodom were licked up by the fire,
And how shall ye prevail?
"At these uproars the fish in the sea were moved,
And Leviathan also.
Have ye then a heart of stone
That ye read these things and run into these errors?
O great fear that justice also should be so long silent!"

** 4. **

"Searching is mingled with thanksgiving,
And whether of the two will prevail?
From the tongue
The incense of praise riseth
Along with the fume of disputation
And unto which shall we hearken?
Prayer and prying from one mouth,
And which shall we listen to?"For three days was Jonah a neighbour in the sea:
The living things that were in the sea were affrighted,
Saying, 'Who shall flee from God?
Jonah fled,
And ye are obstinate at your scrutiny of Him!'"

HYMN II.

** 1. **

Whereunto art thou like?
Let thy stillness speak to one that hears;
With silent mouth speak with us:
For whoso hears the stammerings of thy silence,
to him thy type utters its silent cry concerning our Redeemer.Thy mother is a virgin of the sea, though he took her not:
She fell into his bosom, though he knew her not;
She conceived thee near him, though he did not know her.
Do thou, that art a type, reporach the Jewish women
That have thee hung upon them.
Thou art the only progeny of all forms
Which art like to the Word on High,
Whom singly the Most High begot.
The engraven forms seem to be the type of created things above.
This visible offspring of the invisible womb
Is a type of great things.
Thy goodly conception was without seed,
And without wedlock was thy pure generation,
And without brethren was thy single birth.
Our Lord had brethren and yet not brethren,
Since He was an Only-Begotten.
O solitary one, thou type exact of the Only-Begotten!
There is a type of thine in the crown of kings,
Wherein thou hast brothers and sisters.
Goodly gems are thy brethren,
With beryls and unions as thy companions:
May gold be as it were thy kinsman,
May there be unto the King of kings
A crown from thy well-beloved ones!
When thou camest up from the sea, that living tomb,
Thou didst cry out,
Let me have a goodly assmblage of brethren, relatives and kinsmen.
As the wheat is in the stalk,
So thou art in the crown with princes:
And it is a just restoration to thee, as if of a pledge,
That from the depth thou shouldest be exalted to a goodly eminence.
Wheat the stalk bears in the field;
Thee the head of the king upon his chariot carries about.
O daughter of the water,
Who hast left the sea, wherein thou wert born,
And art gone up to the dry land, wherein thou art beloved:
For men have loved and seized and adorned themselves with thee,
Like as they did that Offspring Whom the Gentiles loved
And crowned themselves withal.
It is by the mystery of truth that Leviathan is trodden down of mortals:
The divers put him off, and put on Christ.
In the sacrament of oil did the Apostles steal Thee away, and came up.
They snatched their souls from his mouth, bitter as it was.
Thy Nature is like a silent lamb in its sweetness,
Of which if a man is to lay hold,
He lifts it in a crucial form by its ears, as it was on Golgotha.
He cast out abundantly all His gleams upon them that looked upon Him.

** 2. **

Shadowed forth in thy beauty is the beauty of the Son,
Who clothed Himself with suffering when the nails passed through Him.
The awl passed in thee since they handled thee roughly,
As they did His hands;
And because He suffered He reigned,
As by they sufferings thy beauty increased.And if they showed no pity upon thee,
Neither did they love thee:
Still suffer as thou mightest,
Thou has come to reign! Simon Peter showed pity on the Rock;
Whoso hath smitten it, is himself thereby overcome;
It is by reason of Its suffering
That Its beauty hath adorned the height and the depth.

HYMN III.

** 1. **

Thou dost not hide thyself in thy bareness, O pearl!
With the love of thee is the merchant ravished also,
For he strips off his garments;
Not to cover thee --
(thy clothing is thy light, thy garment is thy brightness,
O thou that art bared!)Thou art like Eve who was clothed with nakedness.
Cursed be he that deceived her and stripped her and left her.
The serpent cannot strip off thy glory.
In the mysteries whose type thou art,
Women are clothed with Light in Eden.

** 2. **

Very glistening are the pearls of Ethiopia, as it is written,
Who gave thee to Ethiopia of black men.
He that gave light to the Gentiles,
Both to the Ethiopians and unto the Indians did His bright beams reach.The eunuch of Ethiopia upon his chariot saw Philip:
The Lamb of Light met the dark man from out of the water.
While he was reading, the Ethiopian was baptised
And shone with joy, and journeyed on!
He made disciples and taught,
And out of black men he made men white.
And the dark Ethiopic women became pearls for the Son;
He offered them up to the Father, as a glistening crown from the
Ethiopians.

** 3. **

The Queen of Sheba
Was a sheep that had come into the place of wolves;
The lamp of truth did Solomon give her,
Who also married her when he fell away.
She was enlightened and went away,
But they were dark, as their manner was.The bright spark which went down home with that blessed [Queen],
Held on its shining amid the darkness,
Till the new Day-spring came.
The bright spark met with this shining,
And illumined the place.

** 4. **

There are in the sea divers fishes of many cubits,
And with all their greatness they are very small;
But by thy littleness the crown is made great,
Like as the Son, by whose littleness Adam was made great.For the head is thy crown intended:
For the eye thy beauty,
For the ear thy goodliness.
Come up from the sea, thou neighbour to the dry land,
And come and sojourn by the [seat of] hearing.
Let the ear love the word of life as it loveth thee!
In the ear is the word,
And without it is the pearl.
Let it as being warned by thee,
By thee get wisdom, and be warned by the word of truth.
Be thou its mirror:
The beauty of the Word in thine own beauty shall it see:
In thee it shall learn how precious is the Word on High!
The ear is the leaf:
The flesh is the tree,
And thou in the midst of it are a fruit of light,
And to the womb that brings forth Light,
Thou art a type that points.
Thee He used as a parable of that kingdom, O pearl!
As He did the virgins that entered into it, five in number,
Clothed with the light of their lamps!
To thee are those bright ones like, thou that art clad in light!

** 5. **

Who would give a pearl to the daughter of the poor?
For when it hangs on her, it becomes her not.
Gain without price that faith, all of which becomes all the limbs of men.
But for no gold would a lady exchange her pearl.It were a great disgrace
If thou shouldst throw thy pearl away into the mire for nought!
In the pearl of time
Let us behold that of eternity;
For it is in the purse, or in the seal, or in the treasury.
Within the gate there are other gates with their locks and keys.
Thy pearl hath the High One sealed up as taking account of all.

HYMN IV.

** 1. **

The thief gained the faith which gained him,
And brought him up and placed him in paradise.
He saw in the Cross a tree of life;
That was the fruit,
He was the eater in Adam's stead.The fool, who goes astray,
Grazes the faith, as it were an eye,
By all manner of questions.
The probing of the finger blinds the eye,
And much more doth that prying blind the faith.
For even the diver pries not into his pearl.
In it do all merchants rejoice
Without prying into whence it came ;
Even the king who is crowned therewith
Does not explore it.

** 2. **

Because Balaam was foolish,
A foolish beast in the ass spoke with him,
Because he despised God Who spoke with him.
Thee too let the pearl reprove
In the ass's stead.The people that had a heart of stone,
By a Stone He set at nought,
For lo, a stone hears words.
Witness its work that has reproved them ;
And you, ye deaf ones,
Let the pearl reprove to-day.
With the swallow and the crow did He put men to shame ;
With the ox, yea with the ass, did He put them to shame ;
Let the pearl reprove now,
O ye birds and things on earth and things below.

** 3. **

Not as the moon does thy light fill or wane ;
The Sun whose light is greater than all,
Lo! of Him it is that a type is shadowed out in thy little compass.
O type of the Son,
One spark of Whom is greater than the sun!The pearl itself is full,
for its light is full ;
Neither is there any cunning worker who can steal from it ;
For its wall is its own beauty,
Yea, its guard also!
It lacks not,
since it is entirely perfect.
And if a man would break thee
To take a part from thee,
Thou art like the faith which with the heretics perishes,
Seeing they have broken it in pieces and spoiled it :
For is it any better than this
To have the faith scrutinized?
The faith is an entire nature
That may not be corrupted.
The spoiler gets himself mischief by it:
The heretic brings ruin on himself thereby.
He that chases the light from his pupils
Blinds himself.
Fire and air are divided when sundered.
Light alone, of all creatures,
As its Creator, is not divided;
It is not barren, for that it also begets
Without losing thereby.

** 4. **

And if a man thinks that thou art framed [by art]
He errs greatly;
Thy nature proclaims that thou, as all stones,
Art not the framing of art;
and so thou art a type of the Generation
Which no making framed.Thy stone flees
From a comparison with the Stone [which is] the Son.
For thy own generation is from the midst of the deep,
That of the Son of thy Creator is from the highest height;
He is not like thee,
In that He is like His Father.
And as they tell,
Two wombs bare thee also.
Thou camest down from on high a fluid nature;
Thou camest up from the sea a solid body.
By means of thy second birth
Thou didst show thy loveliness to the children of men.
Hands fixed thee, when thou wast embodied,
Into thy receptacles ;
For thou art in the crown as upon the cross,
And in a coronet as in a victory ;
Thou art upon the ears, as if to fill up what was lacking ;
Thou extendest over all.

HYMN V.

** 1. **

O gift that camest up without price for the diver!
Thou laidest hold upon this visible light,
That without price rises for the children of men:
A parable of the hidden One
That without price gives the hidden Dayspring!And the painter too paints a likeness of thee with colours.
Yet by thee is faith painted in types and emblems for colours,
And in the place of the image
By thee and thy colours is thy Creator painted.
O thou frankincense without smell,
Who breathest types from out of thee!
Though art not to be eaten,
Yet thou givest a sweet smell unto them that hear thee!
Though art not to be drunk,
Yet by thy story, a fountain of types art thou made unto the ears!

** 2. **

It is thou which art great in thy littleness, O pearl!
Small is thy measure and little thy compass with thy weight;
But great is thy glory:
To that crown alone in which thou art placed, there is none like.And Who hath not percieved of thy littleness, how great it is;
If one despises thee and throws thee away,
He would blame himself for his clownishness,
For when he saw thee in a king's crown he would be attracted to thee.

** 3. **

Men stripped their clothes off and dived and drew thee out, O pearl!
It was not kings that put thee before men,
But those naked ones who were a type of the poor
And the fishers and the Galileans.For clothed bodies were not able to come to thee;
They came that were stript as children;
They plunged their bodies and came down to thee;
And thou didst much desire them,
And thou didst aid them who thus loved thee.
Glad tidings did they give for thee:
Their tongues before their bosoms did the poor [fishers] open,
And produced and showed the new riches among the merchants:
Upon the wrists of men they put thee as a medicine for life.

** 4. **

The naked ones in a type saw thy rising again by the sea-shore;
And by the side of the lake they,
The Apostles of a truth,
Saw the rising again of the Son of thy Creator.
By thee and by thy Lord the sea and the lake were beautified.The diver came up from the sea and put on his clothing;
And from the lake too Simon Peter came up swimming on his coat;
Clad as with coats, with the love of both of you, were these two.

** 5. **

And since I have wandered in thee, pearl,
I will gather up my mind
And by having contemplated thee,
Would become like thee,
In that thou art all gathered up into thyself;
And as thou in all times art one,
One let me become by thee!

Pearls have I gathered together that I might make a crown for the Son
In the place of stains which are in my members.
Receive my offering, not that Thou art shortcoming;
It is because of mine own shortcoming that I have offered it to Thee.
Whiten my stains!This crown is all spiritual pearls,
Which instead of gold are set in love,
And instead of ouches in faith;
And instead of hands, let praise offer it up to the highest!

HYMN VI.

** 1. **

Would that the memory of the fathers would exhale from the tombs;
Who were very simple as being wise;
And reverend as believing.
They without cavilling searched for, and came to the right path.He gave the law;
The mountains melted away;
Fools broke through it.
By unclean ravens He fed Elijah at the desert stream;
And moreover gave from the skelton honey unto Samson.
They judged not, nor inquired why it was unclean,
Why clean.

** 2. **

And when He made void the sabbaths,
The feeble Gentiles were clothed with health.
Samson took the daughter of the aliens,
And there was no disputing among the righteous;
The prophet also took a harlot,
And the just held their peace.He blamed the righteous,
And He held up and lifted up their delinquencies:
He pitied sinners,
And restored them without cost:
And made low the mountains of their sins:
He proved God is not to be arraigned by men,
And as Lord of Truth.
That His servants were His shadow;
And whatsoever way His will looked,
They directed also their own wills;
And because Light was in Him,
Their shadows were enlightened.

** 3. **

How stangely perplexed are all the heretics by simple things!
For when He plainly foreshadowed this New Testment
By that of the Prophets,
Those pitiable men rose, as though from sleep,
And shouted out and made a disturbance.
And the Way, wherein the righteous held straight on,
And by their truths had gone forth therein,
That [Way] have these broken up, because they were besotted:
This they left and went out of;
Because they pried into it, it fell, and was lost.
Of the pearl they made a stone, that they might stumble upon it.

** 4. **

O Gift, which fools have made a poison!
The People were for separating Thy beauteous root from Thy fountain,
Though they separated it not:
Teachings estranged Thy beauty also from the stock thereof.By Thee did they get themselves estranged,
Who wished to estrange Thee.
By Thee the tribes were cut off,
And scattered abroad from out of Sion,
And also the teachings of the seceders.
Bring Thyself within the compass of our littleness,
O Thou Gift of ours.
For if love cannot find Thee out on all sides,
It cannot be still and at rest.
Make Thyself small,
Thou Who art too great for all,
Who comest unto all!

** 5. **

By this would those who wrangle against our Pearl be reproved;
Because instead of love,
Strife has come in and dared to essay to unveil thy beauty.
It was not graven,
Since it is a progeny which cannot be interpreted.Thou didst show thy beauty among the abjects
To show whereto thou are like,
Thou Pearl that art all faces.
The beholders were astonied and perplexed at thee.
The separatists separated thee in two,
And were separated in two by thee,
Thou are of one substance throughout.
They saw not thy beauty,
Because there was not in them the eye of truth.
For the veil of prophecy,
Full as it was of the mysteries,
To them was a covering of thy glistering faces:
They thought that thou wast other [than thou art],
O thou mirror of ours!
And therefore these blind schismatics defiled thy fair beauty.

** 6. **

Since they have extolled thee too much,
Or have lowered thee too much,
Bring them to an even level.
Come down,
Descend a little that height of infidelity and heathendom;
And come up from the depth of Judaism, though thou art in Heaven.Let our Lord be set between God and men!
Let the Prophets be as it were His heralds!
Let the Just One, as being His Father, rejoice!
That Word it is which conquered both Jews and Heathen!

** 7. **

Come, Thou Gift of Holy Church, stay, rest in the midst of Her!
The circumsized have troubled Thee,
In that they are vain babblers,
And so have the [false] doctrines in that they are contentious.
Blessed be He that gave Thee a good company which bears Thee about!In the covenant of Moses is Thy brightness shadowed forth:
In the new covenant Thou dartest forth:
From those first Thy light shineth forth unto those last.
Blessed be He that gave us Thy gleam
As well as Thy bright rays.

HYMN VII.

** 1. **

As in a race saw I the disputers,
The children of strife,
[Trying]
To taste fire,
To see the air,
To handle the light:
They were troubled at the gleaming,
And struggled to make divisions.The Son,
Who is too subtle for the mind,
Did they seek to feel:
And the Holy Ghost
Who cannot be explored,
They sought to explore with their questionings.
The Father,
Who never at any time was searched out,
Have they explained and disputed of.
The sound form of our faith is from Abraham,
And our repentance is from Nineveh and the house of Rahab,
And ours are the expectations of the Prophets,
Ours of the Apostles.

** 2. **

And envy is from Satan:
The evil usage of the evil calf is from the Egyptians.
The hateful sight of the hateful image of four faces is from the Hittites.
Accursed disputation, that hidden moth, is from the Greeks.The bitter one read and saw orthodox teachings,
And subverted them;
He saw hateful things,
And sowed them;
He saw hope,
And he turned it upside down and cut it off.
The disputation that he planted,
Lo! it has yielded a fruit bitter to the tooth.

** 3. **

Satan saw that the Truth strangled him,
And united himself to the tares,
And secreted his frauds,
And spread his snares for the faith,
And cast upon the priests the darts of the love of pre-eminence.They made contests for the throne,
To see which should first obtain it.
There was that meditated in secret and kept it close:
There was that openly combated for it:
And there was that with a bribe crept up to it:
And there was that with fraud dealt wisely to obtain it.
The paths differed,
Ths scope was one,
And they were alike.
Him that was young, and could not even think of it,
Because it was not time for him;
And him that was hoary and shaped out dreams
For time beyond;
All of them by his craftiness did the wicked one persuade and subdue.
Old men, youths, and even striplings, aim at rank!

** 4. **

His former books did Satan put aside,
And put on others:
The People who was grown old
Had the moth and the worm devoured and eaten and left and deserted:
The moth came into the new garment
Of the new peoples:He saw the crucifiers who were rejected and cast forth as strangers:
He made of those of the household, pryers;
And of worshippers, they became disputants.
From that garment
The moth gendered
And wound it up and deposited it.
The worm gendered in the storehouse of wheat,
And sat and looked on:
And lo! the pure wheat was mildewed,
And devoured were the garments of glory!
He made a mockery of us,
And we of ourselves, since we were besotted!
He sowed tares,
And the bramble shot up in the pure vinyard!
He infected the flock,
And the leprosy broke out,
And the sheep became hired servants of his!
He began in the People,
And came unto the Gentiles, that he might finish.

** 5. **

Instead of the reed which the former people made the Son hold,
Others have dared with their reed to write in their tracts
That He is only a Son of man.
Reed for reed does the wicked one exchange against our Redeemer,
And instead of the coat of many colours, wherewith they clothed Him,
Titles has he dyed craftily.
With diversity of names he clothed Him;
Either that of creature or of a thing made, when He was the Maker.And as he plaited for Him by silent men speechless thorns that cry out,
Thorns from the mind has he plaited [now] by the voice, as hymns;
And concealed the spikes amid melodies
That they might not be perceived.

** 6. **

When Satan saw that he was detected in his former [frauds];
That the spitting was discovered, and vinegar,
And thorns, nails and wood,
Garments and reed and spear,
Which smote him, and were hated and openly known;
He changed his frauds.Instead of the blow with the hand, by which our Lord was overcome,
He brought in distractions;
And instead of the spitting,
Cavilling entered in;
And instead of garments,
Secret divisions;
And instead of the reed,
Came in strife to smite us on the face.
Haughtiness called for rage its sister,
And there answered and came envy,
And wrath, and pride, and fraud.
They have taken counsel against our Redeemer
As on that day when they took counsels at His Passion.
And instead of the cross,
A hidden wood hath strife become;
And instead of the nails,
Questionings have come in;
And instead of hell, apostasy:
The pattern of both Satan would renew again.
Instead of the sponge which was cankered with vinegar and wormwood,
He gave prying, the whole of which is cankered with death.
The gall which they gave Him did our Lord put away from Him;
The subtle questionings, which the rebellious one hath given,
To fools is sweet.

** 7. **

And at that time there were judges against them,
Lo, the judges are, as it were, against us,
And instead of a handwriting are their commands.
Priests that consecrate crowns,
Set snares for kings.Instead of the priesthood praying for royalty
That wars may cease from among men,
They teach wars of overthrow,
Which set kings to combat with those round about.
O Lord, make the priests and kings peaceful;
That in one Church priests may pray for their kings,
And kings spare those round about them;
And may the peace which is within Thee become ours, Lord,
Thou that art within and without all things!


Peace,

Tom+

The Wisdom of the Pearlers

The "Pearlers" were a group of Syrian Theologs from the 4 century onward residing in what is now Iraq and the surrounding nations.  They had a uniquely Eastern form of Orthodoxy and many of their themes revolved around inner prayer, the Unapproachable Light of God (revealed in Christ at Tabor but at all times and in all places emanating from the Divine - pre-Existing Light of Creation), and the theme of The Pearl of Great Price.  Much of their teachings are rooted in the Evagrian and Macarian desert tradition.

Although they did not live in the vicinity of oceanic waters, they developed an entire spirituality around the notion of diving into the expanse and finding the pearl of our salvation.  This was often accompanied with teachings about the light of the mind that is exposed while in meditation and contemplation.  The deep and robust teachings of the Eastern Church on the Nous - or the eye of the soul/mind - are prevalent in the writings.  In light of what is happening in the region today, I think it is timely to be reminded of the great wealth, "the jewels' - if you will - that have been gained from this piece of the earth.

I am taking a break from the cycle of prayers and prayerbooks that have been reviewed here to take a look at some spiritual writings that may augment your Lenten Journey.  This  post today is "The Hymn of the Pearl", a central teaching in the clan of these theologians.  Keep in mind that Theologians in the Eastern Church sense of the word are PRAYERS.  there is no sense of theology, in the East, without prayer and or liturgy.  They are one. This text is taken from The Acts of Judas Thomas.  It spurned all sorts of other writings, but this is a good place to begin.


The Hymn of the Pearl

Translated by G.R.S. Mead

I.

When, a quite little child, I was dwelling
In the House of my Father’s Kingdom,
And in the wealth and the glories
Of my Up-bringers I was delighting,

From the East, our Home, my Parents
Forth-sent me with journey-provision.

Indeed from the wealth of our Treasure,
They bound up for me a load.

Large was it, yet was it so light
That all alone I could bear it.


II.

Gold from the Land of Beth-Ellaya,
Silver from Gazak the Great,

Chalcedonies of India,
Iris-hued [Opals?] from Kãshan.

They girt me with Adamant [also]
That hath power to cut even iron.

My Glorious Robe they took off me
Which in their love they had wrought me,

And my Purple Mantle [also]
Which was woven to match with my stature.


III.

And with me They [then] made a compact;
In my heart wrote it, not to forget it:

"If thou goest down into Egypt,
And thence thou bring’st the one Pearl --

"[The Pearl] that lies in the Sea,
Hard by the loud-breathing Serpent --

"[Then] shalt Thou put on thy Robe
And thy Mantle that goeth upon it,

"And with thy Brother, Our Second,
Shalt thou be Heir in our Kingdom."


IV.

I left the East and went down
With two Couriers [with me];

For the way was hard and dangerous,
For I was young to tread it.

I traversed the borders of Maish~ n,
The mart of the Eastern merchants,

And I reached the Land of Babel,
And entered the walls of Sarbãg.

Down further I went into Egypt;
And from me parted my escorts.


V.

Straightway I went to the Serpent;
Near to his lodging I settled,

To take away my Pearl
While he should sleep and should slumber.

Lone was I there, yea, all lonely;
To my fellow-lodgers a stranger.

However I saw there a noble,
From out of the Dawn-land my kinsman,

A young man fair and well favoured,
Son of Grandees; he came and he joined me.


VI.

I made him my chosen companion,
A comrade, for sharing my wares with.

He warned me against the Egyptians,
’Gainst mixing with the unclean ones.

For I had clothed me as they were,
That they might not guess I had come

From afar to take off the Pearl,
And so rouse the Serpent against me.


VII.

But from some occasion or other
They learned I was not of their country.

With their wiles they made my acquaintance;
Yea, they gave me their victuals to eat.

I forgot that I was a King’s son,
And became a slave to their king.

I forgot all concerning the Pearl
For which my Parents had sent me;

And from the weight of their victuals
I sank down into a deep sleep.


VIII.

All this that now was befalling,
My Parents perceived and were anxious.

It was then proclaimed in our Kingdom,
That all should speed to our Gate --

Kings and Chieftains of Parthia,
And of the East all the Princes.

And this is the counsel they came to:
I should not be left down in Egypt.

And for me they wrote out a Letter;
And to it each Noble his Name set:


IX.

"From Us -- King of Kings, thy Father,
And thy Mother, Queen of the Dawn-land,

"And from Our Second, thy Brother --
To thee, Son, down in Egypt, Our Greeting!

"Up an arise from thy sleep,
Give ear to the words of Our Letter!

"Remember that thou art a King’s son;
See whom thou hast served in thy slavedom.

Bethink thyself of the Pearl
For which thou didst journey to Egypt.


X.

"Remember thy Glorious Robe,
Thy Splendid Mantle remember,

"To put on and wear as adornment,
When thy Name may be read in the Book of the Heroes,

"And with Our Successor, thy Brother,
Thou mayest be Heir in Our Kingdom."

My Letter was [surely] a Letter
The King had sealed up with His Right Hand,

’Gainst the Children of Babel, the wicked,
The tyrannical Daimons of Sarbãg.


XI.

It flew in the form of the Eagle,
Of all the winged tribes the king-bird;

It flew and alighted beside me,
And turned into speech altogether.

At its voice and the sound of its winging,
I waked and arose from my deep sleep.

Unto me I took it and kissed it;
I loosed its seal and I read it.

E’en as it stood in my heart writ,
The words of my Letter were written.


XII.

I remembered that I was a King’s son,
And my rank did long for its nature.

I bethought me again of the Pearl,
For which I was sent down to Egypt.

And I began [then] to charm him,
The terrible loud-breathing Serpent.

I lulled him to sleep and to slumber,
Chanting o’er him the Name of my Father,

The Name of our Second, [my Brother],
And [Name] of my Mother, the East-Queen.


XIII.

And [thereon] I snatched up the Pearl,
And turned to the House of my Father.

Their filthy and unclean garments
I stripped off and left in their country.

To the way that I came I betook me,
To the Light of our Home, to the Dawn-land.

On the road I found [there] before me,
My Letter that had aroused me --

As with its voice it had roused me,
So now with its light it did lead me --


XIV.

On fabric of silk, in letter of red [?],
With shining appearance before me [?],

Encouraging me with its guidance,
With its love it was drawing me onward.

I went forth; through Sarbãg I passed;
I left B~ bel-land on my left hand;

And I reached unto Maishan the Great,
The meeting-place of the merchants,

That lieth hard by the Sea-shore.

XV.

My Glorious Robe that I’d stripped off,
And my Mantle with which it was covered,

Down from the Heights of Hyrcania,
Thither my Parents did send me,

By the hands of their Treasure-dispensers
Who trustworthy were with it trusted.

Without my recalling its fashion, --
In the House of my Father my childhood had left it,--

At once, as soon as I saw it,
The Glory looked like my own self.


XVI.

I saw it in all of me,
And saw me all in [all of] it, --

That we were twain in distinction,
And yet again one in one likeness.

I saw, too, the Treasurers also,
Who unto me had down-brought it,

Were twain [and yet] of one likeness;
For one Sign of the King was upon them --

Who through them restored me the Glory,
The Pledge of my Kingship [?].


XVII.

The Glorious Robe all-bespangled
With sparkling splendour of colours:

With Gold and also with Beryls,
Chalcedonies, iris-hued [Opals?],

With Sards of varying colours.
To match its grandeur [?], moreover, it had been completed:

With adamantine jewels
All of its seams were off-fastened.

[Moreover] the King of Kings’ Image
Was depicted entirely all o’er it;

And as with Sapphires above
Was it wrought in a motley of colour.


XVIII.

I saw that moreover all o’er it
The motions of Gnosis abounding;

I saw it further was making
Ready as though for to speak.

I heard the sound of its Music
Which it whispered as it descended [?]:

"Behold him the active in deeds!
For whom I was reared with my Father;

"I too have felt in myself
How that with his works waxed my stature."


XIX.

And [now] with its Kingly motions
Was it pouring itself out towards me,

And made haste in the hands of its Givers,
That I might [take and] receive it.

And me, too, my love urged forward
To run for to meet it, to take it.

And I stretched myself forth to receive it;
With its beauty of colour I decked me,

And my Mantle of sparkling colours
I wrapped entirely all o’er me.


XX.

I clothed me therewith, and ascended
To the Gate of Greeting and Homage.

I bowed my head and did homage
To the Glory of Him who had sent it,

Whose commands I [now] had accomplished,
And who had, too, done what He’d promised.

[And there] at the Gate of His House-sons
I mingled myself with His Princes;

For He had received me with gladness,
And I was with Him in His Kingdom;


XXI.

To whom the whole of His Servants
With sweet-sounding voices sing praises.

* * * * *
He had promised that with him to the Court
Of the King of Kings I should speed,

And taking with me my Pearl
Should with him be seen by our King.


The Hymn of Judas Thomas the Apostle, 
which he spake in prison, is ended.

Peace,

Tom +








A Shorter Form

The whole idea of daily and routine practice is difficult for folks.  Starting small is the best recommendation.  Don't take on the entire "Festal Menaion" or "Lenten Triodion" in one day.  A short time of prayer in the morning and or in the evening is probably the easiest to start with.  You can find these other services that are available to punctuate your life in free time, weekends, or special need prayer times (like  in crisis).

It is important for the human spirit and the body as well to make the time noticeably distinct and appealing by adding an icon, a candle, some incense, a rocking chair, solitude, an icon corner.  Often we need to cajole ourselves into something that is to be regular or habitual and an incentive would not be a bad thing.  Coffee comes after prayer, breakfast comes after prayer, or maybe after three weeks of morning prayer I'll buy that prayerbook I wanted.

I don't mean to demean the human station, but let's be realistic, sometimes it is hard to do these things.  Sometimes we are no better than our pets when it comes to habits.  Surely you don't think the monks and nuns are just clambering every morning to get into their prayer stalls.  There are a bunch who hit their snooze buttons and mumble - just like us.

Saint Benedict was most notable for developing a rule for monks that was "realistic".  He developed a middle way that was not being too harsh or too lenient.  Learn from Holy Saint Benedict.

Here is a short order for morning prayer and evening prayer.  It is from the United Church of Christ.  You'll need your Bible for this...there is a reading from the Psalter (Psalms) and a reading from the rest of Scriptures - both are at your discretion (so if you are using a lectionary, you'll need that, too).

The prayer order is really short so give yourself some time to mull over the readings, sit in silence, meditate.  This is a nice refresher if you have been using some lengthier prayers over the last few weeks.  It reminds us that there is an interior time to prayer as well as an exterior time.  It is important to shape and be shaped by liturgical word power, it is important to sit in the Presence of the One Who is From All Time.

Peace,

Tom+




Abba Serapion - Final Day of Apophthegmata Patrium

We are continuing with lessons from the Desert Saints of Christianity.  I will continue to post several of the sayings of one of the desert fathers or mothers.  Read them over and find one that interests you.  Use that one saying as something to mull over in silent reflection and meditation.

Essentially you will be using it like a zen koan.  You will be doing lectio divina - this time it will be with a short aphorism from the Apophthegmata (Sayings of the Fathers).  Repeat it inside, over and over.  Listen for what the Spirit has to teach you from these aphorisms.

We will work with these sayings for a few weeks.  Be sure to journal what you hear.  This will leave a path for you to follow later, when you want to see where you have been and how you have developed.  On-line Journal at:  http://my-diary.org/  Don't forget it has features to remind you daily to write.  It can be made public or private, as well.


Here are some sayings from the Apophthegmata Patrium to read and contemplate for our daily practice of spiritual direction + spiritual formation.




1. One day Abba Serapion passed through an Egyptian
village and there he saw a courtesan who stayed in her own
cell. The old man said to her, 'Expect me this evening, for I
should like to come and spend the night with you.' She
replied, 'Very well, Abba.' She got ready and made the bed.
When evening came, the old man came to see her and
entered her cell and said to her, 'Have you got the bed
ready?' She said, 'Yes, Abba.' Then he closed the door and
said to her, 'Wait a bit, for we have a rule of prayer and I
must fulfil that first.' So the old man began his prayers. He
took the Psalter and at each psalm he said a prayer for the
courtesan, begging God that she might be converted and
saved, and God heard him. The woman stood trembling
and praying beside the old man. When he had completed
the whole Psalter the woman fell to the ground. Then the
old man, beginning the Epistle, read a great deal from the
apostle and completed his prayers. The woman was filled
with compunction and understood that he had not come to
see her to commit sin but to save her soul and she fell at his
feet, saying, 'Abba, do me this kindness and take we where
I can please God.' So the old man took her to a monastery
of virgins and entrusted her to the Amma and he said, 'Take
this sister and do not put any yoke or commandment on her
as on the other sisters, but if she wants something, give it
her and allow her to walk as she wishes.' After some days
the courtesan said, 'I am a sinner; I wish to eat every
second day.' A little later she said, 'I have committed many
sins and I wish to eat every fourth day.' A few days later
she besought the Amma saying, 'Since I have grieved God
greatly by my sins, do me the kindness of putting me in a
cell and shutting it completely and giving me a little bread
and some work through the window. 'The Amma did so
and the woman pleased God all the rest of her life.

2. A brother said to Abba Serapion, 'Give me a word.'
The old man said to him, 'What shall I say to you? You have
taken the living of the widows and orphans and put it on
your shelves.' For he saw them full of books.

3. Abba Serapion said, 'When the soldiers of the
emperor are standing at attention, they cannot look to the
right or left; it is the same for the man who stands before
God and looks towards him in fear at all times; he cannot
then fear anything from the enemy.'

4. A brother went to find Abba Serapion. According to
his custom, the old man invited him to say a prayer. But the
other, calling himself a sinner and unworthy of the monastic
habit, did not obey. Next Abba Serapion wanted to wash his
feet, but using the same words again, the visitor prevented
him. Then Abba Serapion made him eat and he began to eat
with him. Then he admonished him saying, 'My son, if you
want to make progress stay in your cell and pay attention to
yourself and your manual work; going out is not so
profitable for you as remaining at home.' When he heard
these words the visitor was offended and his expression
changed so much that the old man could not but notice it.
So he said to him, 'UP to now you have called yourself a
sinner and accused yourself of being unworthy to live, but
when I admonished you lovingly, you were extremely put
out. If you want to be humble, learn to bear generously what
others unfairly inflict upon you and do not harbour empty
words in your heart.' Hearing this, the brother asked the old
mans forgiveness and went away greatly edified.

This is the final day for the Apophthegmata quotes, tomorrow will feature Mary of Egypt and then we will begin a discussion of Prayerbooks, Prayer Forms, and Lenten Practice.

Ciao!

+Tom

Abba Moses - 3.0


We are continuing with lessons from the Desert Saints of Christianity.  I will continue to post several of the sayings of one of the desert fathers or mothers.  Read them over and find one that interests you.  Use that one saying as something to mull over in silent reflection and meditation.

Essentially you will be using it like a zen koan.  You will be doing lectio divina - this time it will be with a short aphorism from the Apophthegmata (Sayings of the Fathers).  Repeat it inside, over and over.  Listen for what the Spirit has to teach you from these aphorisms.

We will work with these sayings for a few weeks.  Be sure to journal what you hear.  This will leave a path for you to follow later, when you want to see where you have been and how you have developed.  On-line Journal at:  http://my-diary.org/  Don't forget it has features to remind you daily to write.  It can be made public or private, as well.


Here are some sayings from the Apophthegmata Patrium to read and contemplate for our daily practice of spiritual direction + spiritual formation.

10. One day, when the brethren were sitting beside him,
he said to them, 'Look, the barbarians are coming to Scetis
today; get up and flee.' They said to him, 'Abba, won't you
flee too?' He said to them, 'As for me, I have been waiting
for this day for many years, that the word of the Lord Christ
may be fulfilled which says, "All who take the sword will
perish by the sword."' (Matt. 26.52) They said to him, 'We
will not flee either, but we will die with you.' He said to
them: 'That is nothing to do with me; let everyone decide for
himself whether he stops or not.' Now there were seven
brothers there and he said to them, 'Look, the barbarians are
drawing near to the door.' They came in and slew them. But
one fled and hid under the cover of a pile of rope and he saw
seven crowns descending and crowning them.

11. A brother questioned Abba Moses saying, 'I see
something in front of me and I am not able to grasp it.' The-
'old man said to him, 'If you do not become dead like those
who are in the tomb, you will not be able to grasp it.'

12. Abba Poemen said that a brother asked Abba Moses
how someone could consider himself as dead towards his
neighbour. The old man said to him, 'If a man does not think
in his heart that he is already three days dead and in the
tomb, he cannot attain this saying.'

We have a few more days of postings on the Desert Saints and then we will move on to a new practice on the Royal Road of direction and formation.

Ciao!

+Tom


Abba Moses - 2.0


We are continuing with lessons from the Desert Saints of Christianity.  I will continue to post several of the sayings of one of the desert fathers or mothers.  Read them over and find one that interests you.  Use that one saying as something to mull over in silent reflection and meditation.

Essentially you will be using it like a zen koan.  You will be doing lectio divina - this time it will be with a short aphorism from the Apophthegmata (Sayings of the Fathers).  Repeat it inside, over and over.  Listen for what the Spirit has to teach you from these aphorisms.

We will work with these sayings for a few weeks.  Be sure to journal what you hear.  This will leave a path for you to follow later, when you want to see where you have been and how you have developed.  On-line Journal at:  http://my-diary.org/  Don't forget it has features to remind you daily to write.  It can be made public or private, as well.


Here are some sayings from the Apophthegmata Patrium to read and contemplate for our daily practice of spiritual direction + spiritual formation.


5. Once the order was given at Scetis, 'Fast the week.'
Now it happened that some brothers came from Egypt to
visit Abba Moses and he cooked something for them. Seeing
some smoke, the neighbours said to the ministers, 'Look,
Moses has broken the commandment and has cooked
something in his cell.' The ministers said, 'When he comes,
we will speak to him ourselves.' When the Saturday came,
since they knew Abba Moses' remarkable way of life, the
ministers said to him in front of everyone, 'O Abba Moses,
you did not keep the commandment of men, but it was so
that you might keep the commandment of God.'

6. A brother came to Scetis to visit Abba Moses and
asked him for a word. The old man said to him, 'Go, sit in
your cell, and your cell will teach you everything.'

7. Abba Moses said, 'The man who flees and lives in
solitude is like a bunch of grapes ripened by the sun, but he
who remains amongst men is like an unripe grape.'

8. The magistrate heard about Abba Moses one day and
he went to Scetis to see him. They told the old man. He got
up and fled to the marsh. Some people met him and said to
him, 'Old man, tell us where the cell of Abba Moses is.' He
said to them, 'What do you want with him? He is a fool.' So
the magistrate went back to the church and said to the
ministers, 'I heard people talk about Abba Moses and I went
to see him, but there was an old man going into Egypt who
crossed our path and we asked him where Abba Moses' cell
is, and he said to us , "What do you want with him? He is a
fool."' When they heard this, the clergy were offended and
said, 'What kind of an old man was it who spoke like that
about the holy man to you?' He said, 'An old man wearing
old clothes, a big black man. 'They said, 'It was Abba Moses
himself and it was in order not to meet you that he said that.'
The magistrate went away greatly edified.

9. At Scetis Abba Moses used to say, 'If we keep the
commandments of our Fathers, I will answer for it on God's
behalf that the barbarians will not come here. But if we do
not keep the commandments of God, this place will be
devastated.'

Ciao!

+Tom


Abba Moses - 1.0


We are continuing with lessons from the Desert Saints of Christianity.  I will continue to post several of the sayings of one of the desert fathers or mothers.  Read them over and find one that interests you.  Use that one saying as something to mull over in silent reflection and meditation.

Essentially you will be using it like a zen koan.  You will be doing lectio divina - this time it will be with a short aphorism from the Apophthegmata (Sayings of the Fathers).  Repeat it inside, over and over.  Listen for what the Spirit has to teach you from these aphorisms.

We will work with these sayings for a few weeks.  Be sure to journal what you hear.  This will leave a path for you to follow later, when you want to see where you have been and how you have developed.  On-line Journal at:  http://my-diary.org/  Don't forget it has features to remind you daily to write.  It can be made public or private, as well.


Here are some sayings from the Apophthegmata Patrium to read and contemplate for our daily practice of spiritual direction + spiritual formation.


Moses, called the Robber or the Negro, was a released slave
who lived as a robber in Nitria; late in life he became a
monk and was trained by Isidore the Priest. He was
ordained priest and became one of the great fathers of
Scetis. On the advice of Macarius he retired to Petra; he
was martyred with seven others barbarian invaders.

1. It happened that Abba Moses was struggling with the
temptation of fornication. Unable to stay any longer in the
cell, he went and told Abba Isidore. The old man exhorted
him to return to his cell. But he refused, saying, 'Abba, I
cannot.' Then Abba Isidore took Moses out onto the terrace
and said to him, 'Look towards the west.' He looked and saw
hordes of demons flying about and making a noise before
launching an attack. Then Abba Isidore said to him, 'Look
towards the east.' He turned and saw an innumerable
multitude of holy angels shining with glory. Abba Isidore
said, 'See, these are sent by the Lord to the saints to bring
them help, while those in the west fight against them. Those
who are with us are more in number than they are.' Then
Abba Moses, gave thanks to God, plucked up courage and
returned to his cell.

2. A brother at Scetis committed a fault. A council was
called to which Abba Moses was invited, but he refused to
go to it. Then the priest sent someone to say to him, 'Come,
for everyone is waiting' for you. 'So he got up and went. He
took a leaking jug, filled it with water and carried it with
him. The others came out to meet him and said to him,
'What is this, Father?' The old man said to them, (my sins ran
out behind me, and I do not see them, and today I am
coming to judge the errors of another.' When they heard that
they said no more to the brother but forgave him.

3. Another day when a council was being held in Scetis,
the Fathers treated Moses with contempt in order to test
him, saying, 'Why does this black man come among us?'
When he heard this he kept silence. When the council was
dismissed, they said to him, 'Abba, did that not grieve you at
all? 'He said to them, 'I was grieved, but I kept silence.'

Number two has been a lifelong favorite of mine.  I would love to make a tee-shirt with the image on it to remind me and others of the simple iconic nature of this story...my sins run out behind me and I do not see them...how can I judge my brother.

Ciao!

+Tom